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30 September 2006 @ 10:57 pm


That is all


My. Life. Is. Fucked. Up.

That is all.

Everything in the world is just way over my head today and im just gonna to the fuck to sleep.
Current Mood: thirstythirsty
Current Music: Weak and Powerless - A Perfect Circle
27 September 2006 @ 12:49 am
I kicked myself in the leg today. Trying to get my shoes off angrily. It hurts now. 

I went and got my learners again today. So now i need to get out driving and take my road test and i am done!! Weeoo.

i want it so bad. I can feel it. I just wanna be able to drive somewhere and do whatever i want. I dont need to ask for a drive. It just so convenient.
Cause im not walking home late at night anymore. A guy got jumped and almost beat to death lastnight. Yeaaah. Nope. lol

Starting to get a little stressed with my mom home all the time. Everone seems to be making an effort to help out but my sister. It finally got to me today and i yelled at her. I feel kinda bad, but its just, she doesnt do anything. All she does it sit on the computer, or sit and watch TV, and eat. She doesnt go out for walks. She doesnt do anyyything. and when she does do something its like... on the computer WITH her friends. She wont do dishes. God forbid you convince her to do a load of laundry.
Today she had her friends over, which is fine but she makes a mess, claims its not hers, and they eat all this food. But like, we are having a hard time paying the fucking power bill right now! Let alone feeding the neighbourhood.
My moms upset cause ive been helping pay the bills casue she hasnt been able to work. But i dont really care. im working a lot, so i have lots of money. Its just. $300 dollars doesnt go to far when you have over due bills sometimes.
Today i spent some money at value village that i really shouldnt have. But oh well. I needed it for halloween and i still have some money left incase something comes up.

Anyways. Enough depressing angry rants lol

Current Music: RHCP - Make you feel better
08 February 2006 @ 09:07 pm
If there is someone on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.
14 January 2006 @ 04:42 am

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29 December 2005 @ 11:39 pm
Green Room with pink trim? I think so.
Ive found how i want to do my room. Its magnificent. If my mother is feeling better tomorrow i will ask her to bring me to get some green paint, i already have the pink. i need a roller and a pan.. and away I go.
Too bad i wont be able to paint all WEEKEND considering i HAVE TO GO AWAY

Cassie was over today, and again, trying to hook me up with her brother. Aha. That will be an interesting day. I guess we are going to all go out to dinner and then him and i will go see a movie. Thats what they are thinking lol. Either walk the line or The producers, cause i am dying to see both.

My eyes sting and i cant hear out of one ear. Being sick is pleasent. LOL on the other hand.. no one can yell at me for not doing anything, and feeding my addiction to sims, the only video game i can and ever will be succsessful with. aha.

Well....... I dont know what else to say
My blue spike for my lip ring broke today. Its sad. now im wearing a large metal ball of liannas. Ive wanted my metal ball back for a while.. but this one is to big, and while im on the topic of peircings, im getting another one as soon as possible and i know what it is. Either a anti- tagrus or snug. Ive decided, and it has to be soon lol

I guess thats all for today. I love how im updating this again all of a sudden.

11 December 2005 @ 11:28 pm
What is wrong with the world. Its like someone just took everyones lives and shook it up. For what? What does it all mean??
How can i do to make it all better??
09 December 2005 @ 05:34 am
1. Choose a band / artist and answer ONLY in titles of their songs:
The Distillers

2. Are you male or female:
Young Girl

3. Describe yourself:
Sick Of It All

4. How do some people feel about you:
The Young Crazed Peeling

5. How do you feel about yourself:

6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend:
Death Sex (heh, i thought that would be funny)

7. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend/ spouse:
Beat Your Heart Out

8. Describe where you want to be:
City Of Angels

9. Describe how you live:
Seneca Falls

10. Describe how you love:
Love Is Paranoid

11. What would you ask for if you had just one wish:
Dismantle Me

12. Share a few words of Wisdom:
The Gallow Is God

13. Now say goodbye:
Sing Sing Death House
09 December 2005 @ 05:25 am
I cant get the songs out of my head. and its the stupid phil collins sounding one. Teaddy bears falling in love.
i worked with jamie tonight. It was wonderfull.
its now 5:27
I wish my body liked sleep.
Definetly buing some sleeping pills when i possibly go shopping tomorrow. Fuck i need to christmas shop

im going to try to sleep...again....for like the 5th time

09 December 2005 @ 03:55 am
Fairly sure of all this information.
She likes him. He likes her. I have no friends. I hate school. I have a weird stomach problem and possibly a heart murmer (The nurse who asked me a kajillion questions about my blood, detected a "irregular pulse" and wants me to get it checked out, also leading to my mother telling me that one of us had a heart murmer as a kid, but she cant remember who, and it went away). I hate school, especially ms glasgow. I want to dissapear. I want christmas to be here so i can be happy..